The weekend...

We went downtown for the twins birthday... the downtown scene isnt really my thing anymore. Way too many people and with my anxiety I feel like fighting anyone that looks at me or bumps in to me. I don't act on it because I know I can control it. The only reason I go out is to keep my wife happy. There is no reason for her to be stuck at home cause I can't or don't want to go out. Its so hard for me to be in those situations, but What can ya do, that's life.